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Hi Folks - Will here with another installment of my musical journey. This time, I will share my thoughts on what led me to DJing and what led me to move from New York City to San Francisco in 1976.

For any of you that have been following my blogs over the past couple of years, I apologize in advance for any repetitions or redundancies. Hopefully, these memories will explain how the parts of my musical puzzle fall into place.

In the summer of 1975, I "worked" on Fire Island in The Pines in many capacities. I say this with tongue in cheek because I was everything from a houseboy to a live-in sex worker over that incredible summer. "The Island" and The Pines were where I wanted to be - by hook or by crook. But, I wanted to be there on my own terms and not be hindered in any way from discovering its magic.

"La Isla del Fuego"

 

Twice a houseboy and twice it didn't work out, as some of my implied duties were not to my liking. The first of these two jobs was so limiting that I hardly had any time to experience the Island. The second time morphed quickly into a problem when my sexual "duties" became non-stop. I made a pact with myself not to get into any more "sticky" arrangements like that again. Okay... Enough of the melodramas of a pretty 24 year old and onto a fateful meeting at Cherry Grove's Ice Palace.

Inside The Ice Palace... anything but chilly.

 

It was at a Tea Dance at The Ice Palace where I met Roger. He looked like a page right out of a Tom of Finland book! Muscular, bearded, and with all the right moves on that tea dance floor, too! We tore back to his place and didn't come up for air for what seemed like days! That night turned into that weekend and ultimately the rest of that summer.

I do remember us taking a break from the Island to come into the City (NYC) to see the LaBelle "Night Birds" concert at the Harkness Theater adjacent to Lincoln Center. The concert was extremely well attended. We were in the balcony, which seemed to be the default gay section! When they sang their national hit, "Lady Marmalade" (Voulez-Vous Coucher Avec Moi Ce Soir?), our balcony exploded into a sing along with such fervor that the ushers tried to calm us down as they feared structural damage! What a night!

Nona, Sarah & Patti tearing up that balcony.

 

At the end of the season, Roger told me he was moving to San Francisco. I was sad... to say the least. But, fate had more in store for the two of us.

Now, with no real plans for the upcoming fall and winter, I helped out my old friend and former roommate from Puerto Rico, Denis. He received a scholarship to Arizona State University located in the Phoenix area. Although one of the brightest people that I have ever known, he had NO street smarts. His parents knew this and were panicked about him being 1700+ miles from their Northern New Jersey home. They asked me to be "chaperone" and keep an eye on him. So, off we drove across country, hitting every gay bar and club on the way. What a hoot!

As my friend settled into his academics, I tended bar at a couple of local clubs. It was a great way to get to know the local boys and keep in touch with music. Meanwhile, I stayed in touch with Lew Thomas (of Target Studios fame) and did some "Western" site scouting for him. I found a great desert locale that Lew liked. Wearing chaps, cowboy hats and not much else, it turned out to be a rather hot and popular magazine and video.

In the heat of the desert.

 

My connection with Lew paid off again. Serendipitously, at the end of my friend's college stay in Arizona and with me not having any plans after that, Lew contacted me and asked if I might want to work for John Whyte at the Boatel in Fire Island Pines... home of the legendary Pines tea dance. The next thing I knew, I was standing in front of Mr. Whyte in full leather (chaps shown above) being interviewed for the job. He was taken/amused by my appearance stating this was a first - interviewing in full leather! For the next three summers that's where I called home.

Me on the busy deck on John Whyte's Boatel. All hands on what?!

As this first summer was coming to an end in the Pines, serendipity struck again. I met Chuck Holmes (of Falcon Studio fame) and was offered work in San Francisco. As fate would have it, the wonderful waitstaff with whom I had worked at the Boatel were all headed to San Francisco, too. Armed with only the promise of a job from Mr. Holmes, I took a leap of faith and joined them. Only one of these guys actually had an apartment in San Francisco. I slept on his floor for my first three nights in town... But, hey, it was in the Castro - the gay crossroads of the world! Soon we all found flats and apartments in the area. The new adventure had begun.

San Francisco's naughty neighborhood.

Within the first month or so I met my boyfriend, Tommy. He had such a sweet face and huge brown eyes... among other things. Little did I know that he was a fan of my porn. We remained together in our little South of Market apartment for the next thirteen years.

Coincidentally, guess who Tommy knew? And, guess who he shared his May 22nd birthday?... Roger... my friend from Fire Island! We instantly became a trio. And, the two of them started to familiarize me with all things San Francisco. I had never before felt so "at home" in any other place in my life.

As the iconic San Francisco disco divas The Two Tons of Fun sang, "Earth Can Be Just Like Heaven!" And, I was about to find that out... stay tuned! Will.

It sure can be.

 

Bio of Will Seagers:

Will Seagers (also credited as Matt Harper), within his multifaceted careers and participation in numerous gay communities across the country in the '70s and '80s and beyond, worked as a print model, film performer, and DJ, just to name a few. He made iconic appearances in releases from Falcon, Hand in Hand, Joe Gage, Target (Bullet), J. Brian, Steve Scott, and more, including in lead roles in major classics like Gage's L.A. Tool & Die (1979) and Scott's Wanted (1980). He brought strong screen presence and exceptional acting to his roles and was scene partners with many fellow legends of classic porn.

Will Seagers, present day

You can read Will Seagers' previous blogs for Bijou here:

Welcome Matt/Will | What's For Dessert? | On and Off the Set of L.A. Tool & Die | Wanted, Weekend Lockup and Weekends in Hermosa Beach | Honeymoon in the Palms | Birds of a Feather | The Stereo Maven of Castro Street | The Pass Around Boy | The Ecstasy and the Agony | Fitness and Fantasy | Chasing the Boys and Chasing the Sun | Becoming Invisible | The Reverse Story of Dorian Gray | Pin Money | One Organ Leads to Another! | The Wheels of Steel | Feast and Famine | An Alphabet Soup of Powders and Pills | Merry Christmas (and Getting Re-Organized) | Now and Then | DEEP INSIDE THE CASTRO: The Badlands | DEEP INSIDE THE CASTRO: Moby Dick Bar | DEEP INSIDE THE CASTRO: "Just Another Stroll Down the Castro!" | Diving Into SoMa/Folsom: Hamburger Mary's | Diving Into SoMa/Folsom: Long Live the Stud! | Diving Into SoMa/Folsom: Club Life..."Hit me with your Rhythm Stick!” | A "Split Ticket": SoMa/Folsom and The Haight! | Staying Vanilla in a Flavorful Culture | A Little Secret | Recollections of the 1977 S.F. Gay Pride Parade | Life's a Beach | Flora & Fauna | Once Is Just Not Enough! | A Love of Cultures – A Knack for Languages! | For the Birds | It's About Time! | The Perfect Storm | Hello Chicago/Adieu Fire Island Pines! | Sex in the Woods! | My Life at the Gym | The Last Picture Show | Cumming Attractions! | The Peter Pan Syndrome | Valentine's Day Reflections | The “Idus Martias” and a Peacock! | Taxing I.M.H.O. | Nope...This Sure Ain't Kansas! | The French Connection | Water Baby | Pride: You Wear It Well! | Life Goes On... | The Dance Floor and the Booth, Part 1 | The Dance Floor and the Booth, Part 2 | The Dance Floor and the Booth, Part 3 | A Christmas Haiku | It's My Party & I'll BLOG If I Want To! | "Werk!" | It's My Party & I'll BLOG If I Want To! | Heart Throbs from the Past! | Traveling the Arc | Music Is My Way of Life, Part 1 | Music Is My Way of Life, Part 2

By Josh Eliot

The Castro Theatre's interior, before & after renovation

In the mid 1980s until 1990, I called the Castro Neighborhood in San Francisco my home. We lived in the middle flat of a three-floor Victorian just a few houses up from the corner of 19th and Castro - 629 Castro Street, to be exact. Only two blocks from my flat, at the corner of Market and Castro Street, was what I always considered a magical place called The Castro Theatre, where the community came together to celebrate new and classic films. Back in January 2023, I was working with Will Seagers as we developed a series of blogs about iconic locations throughout San Francisco. In one specific blog, "Deep Inside The Castro: The Castro Theatre," I wrote about how the venue was the heart and soul of the neighborhood. Even though the interiors were already dated in the 1980s, the theatre felt majestic because of its astounding architecture. With the fact that one third of the seating was the “smoking section,” it’s no wonder that the once shimmering gold leaf covered columns and ceiling always seemed dull and faded. My favorite memories in the theatre were when I went there to watch the movies Whatever Happened to Baby Jane and Suddenly Last Summer. The packed audiences at the Castro Theatre were never shy about howling at the screen or screaming out one-liners that always got the audience riled up! That was part of the fun, but as years went by the allure seemed to fade, much like its interiors, at least for my friends and me. As an avid moviegoer, there was really no place like it back in its hey-day. On February 4th, 2024, after screening the classic Victor/Victoria (1982), the newer owners, Another Planet Entertainment, enacted the plan they announced back in 2022, stating that they were closing the theatre down to start a major renovation. The goal was to reinvent this icon of the LGBTQ+ community into a treasured space for film, music and live performances.

Jump ahead to Friday, February 6th, 2026: a large rainbow colored ribbon is extended across the entire width of the entrance to the newly restored and elevated theatre. The 41 million dollar two-year project had reached its completion. The renovations were extensive, and in order to make the historic venue profitable, they removed the permanent seating, flattened the floor and installed motorized risers with removable seating. By doing this, they could adjust the occupancy floorplan to set up for concerts. The completed configuration allows 1150 seat capacity for movies and 1400 patrons for concerts. There was strong opposition regarding the proposed configurations, which tied things up for well over a year, but eventually the plans were approved by City Hall. The fact that APE was committed to hold true to their promise of continuing queer representation through movies and scheduled performers helped them to win over wider support. The Nasser family, who originally owned the theatre since its opening in 1922, also spoke out in support of the changes. The original designer of the theatre, Timothy Pflueger (1892-1946), was a top architect in the Bay Area who also created the Transbay Terminal and The Bay Bridge. APE was determined to preserve as many of the original elements as possible. Most of the murals with dragons, cherubs and wreaths were covered in up to two inches of dirt, varnish and nicotine. All were painstakingly cleaned and preserved to their original pristine condition. Honoring all of that work with a ribbon cutting were Mary Conde, VP of Another Planet, Senator Scott Wiener, CEO of Another Planet, Greg Perloff, San Francisco Mayor Daniel Luire, Drag Performer D’Arcy Drollinger and Rafael Mandelman of the San Francisco Board of Supervisors. Just prior to cutting the ribbon, Ruby Day, from the famed long-running musical Beach Blanket Babylon, sang our national anthem. Cheers and applause followed as they made their way into the theatre. Once they entered the auditorium, the stunningly restored ceiling with its original chandelier, designed by Pfluger, drew everyone’s attention. There was a forty minute pre-show prior to the special screening of Priscilla, Queen of the Desert, hosted by Dirty Carol, Sista Roma and The Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence.

The Castro Theatre was always known for the Mighty Wurlitzer Organ that would rise from the floor prior to the beginning of any movie they were playing. The age-old classic song, “San Francisco,” would fill the room, and on most days the audience would sing along with it before quieting down for the beginning of the film. Today was no different, but gone was the Mighty Wurlitzer and its large, ominous pipes. Now a new one million dollar, 2000 pound digital organ emerges from the stage, and at the helm is organist David Hegarty, who has played proudly for the theatre since 1978. He collaborated with the organ builder regarding specifics for its finished design. The sisters never missed a beat and promptly escorted David Hegarty from his instrument to center stage, where they presented him with an award and proclaimed him “Saint Mellifluous!” The energy of the theatre was reminiscent of the Castro in its heyday, and to finish out the pre-show, the sisters and others gathered on stage where fourteen drag queens started a sing-a-long to “Mamma Mia.” When the 35mm print of Priscilla, Queen of the Desert began to play, the audience broke into applause and cheers at the first appearance of lead actor, Terrence Stamp, who had recently passed away.

David Hegarty trying out the new organ & receiving award from the Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence

 

A few days later at the official grand opening on February 10th, artist Sam Smith started the first concert of his twenty-day residency. With all shows sold out way before that date, his final concert at the Castro was planned for March 14th. The diverse acts on the upcoming schedule include: Trash Talk with John Waters: Serial Mom, The 30th Anniversary Opening Night of the Berlin & Beyond Film Festival, musical acts The Breeders, Indigo Girls and Lucy Davis, comedian Robby Hoffman, Clara Bow in the silent movie It, a sing-a-long to The Sound of Music, Showgirls with guest star Gina Gershon and the multi-night 29th Annual San Francisco Silent Film Festival. The show certainly does go on now that the Castro Theatre is back and better than ever. I could not be more thrilled for my old neighborhood!

Day 1 of Sam Smith's residency, Gershon, Hedwig, Clara Bow & John Waters Trash Talking Serial Mom

 

Bio of Josh Eliot:

At the age of 25 in 1987, Josh Eliot was hired by Catalina Video by John Travis (Brentwood Video) and Scott Masters (Nova Video). Travis trained Eliot on his style of videography and mentored him on the art of directing. Josh directed his first movie, Runaways, in 1987. By 2009 when Josh parted ways with Catalina Video, he'd produced and directed hundreds of features and won numerous awards for Best Screenplay, Videography, Editing, and Directing. He was entered into the GayVN Hall of fame in 2002.

 

You can read Josh Eliot's previous blogs for Bijou here:

Coming Out of my WET SHORTS | FRANK ROSS, The Boss | Our CALIGULA Moment | That BUTTHOLE Just Winked at Me! | DREAMLAND: The Other Place | A Salty Fuck in Saugatuck | Somebody, Call a FLUFFER! | The Late Great JOHN TRAVIS, My POWERTOOL Mentor | (Un)Easy Riders | 7 Years with Colt Model MARK RUTTER | Super NOVA | Whatever Happened to NEELY O’HARA? | Is That AL PARKER In Your Photo? | DOWN BY LAW: My $1,000,000 Mistake | We Waited 8hrs for a Cum Shot... Is That a World Record? | Don't Wear "Short Shorts" on the #38 Geary to LANDS END | How Straight Are You Really? | BEHIND THE (not so) GREEN DOOR | The BOOM BOOM Room | CATCHING UP with Tom DeSimone | Everybody’s FREE to FEEL GOOD | SCANDAL at the Coral Sands Motel | DEEP INSIDE THE CASTRO: The Castro Theatre | DEEP INSIDE THE CASTRO: The Midnight Sun | RSVP: 2 Weeks Working on a Gay Cruise Ship | VOYAGER of the Damned | I'M NOT A LESBIAN DIRECTOR | Diving Into SoMa/Folsom: THE FOLSOM STREET FAIR | Diving into SoMa/Folsom: A TALE OF TWO STUDS | BALL BROTH | My 1992 “Porn Set” Diary | Out of Print | There’s a Gloryhole WHERE??! | LUNCH HOUR: When the Big Boys Eat | IN and OUT and All ABOUT | UNDER the COVERs with Tom Steele | 8 Is Enough on Sunsex Blvd | Steve Rambo & Will Seagers For Breakfast | The Many Faces of Adult Film Star SHARON KANE | The ALL-MAN Magazine Interview: The Man Behind Catalina Video | Captain Psychopath | BAD BOYS SCHOOL | VAMPIRE'S GRAVE | The Making of CatalinaVille (PART 1) | The Making of CatalinaVille (PART 2) | Private Dick & The Young Cadets | Meet RAY HARLEY | The GOLD COAST Gold Rush Boys | Colt Model MARK RUTTER: In His Own Words | Bringing in the BIG GUNS | “WHAT THE F@CK?” Moments | You So RUSSO | Bond, SCOTT BOND | I Just Watched: KILLING ME SOFTLY | Sex in Tight Places | Calling GLORIA | DOWN FOR THE COUNT | More Than a Mouthful | When JON KING Returned to Catalina Video | Junior Meets the BEAR Patrol | A Taste for Leather and Fur | Straight to Bed | The Hills Have Bi’s | The Malibu Pool Boy: Cody Foster | New England Summer | The Making of RUNAWAYS 1989 | The Making of FULL SERVICE 1989 | Hot Buttered Cop | The Making of HARD TO BE GOOD 1990 | The Real CONJURING HOUSE | It’s Not a Crime, It’s a SCORE | I Just Watched: Steve Scott’s SCREENPLAY (1984) | Wet and Wild | 69: Discover the Secret | What Really Happened BEHIND THAT BARN DOOR! | I Just Watched AL PARKER & WILL SEAGERS in WANTED | Secret Boys Club | Jawbreaker Pt. 1 | Jawbreaker Pt. 2 | I Just Watched CRUISIN’ THE CASTRO | 80s/90s Porn Star RYAN YEAGER | ADAM Film World’s GAY VIDEO GUIDE | ERIC STONE: Ranger in the Wild | THRILL ME with a SINGLE WHITE MALE... | The SPOILED BRAT | BUSTER & STEVE YORK | LANCE, TEX ANTHONY & MICHAEL GERE | KIP NOLL: The First Real Twink Superstar | THE GREASE MONKEYS | The "Other" Idol | The AMERICAN Way | DERRICK STANTON Talks About Life on the Set, Part 1| DERRICK STANTON Talks About Life on the Set, Part 2

Hi folks! Will here. Today's blog will be a bit of a departure from the last few in that it will be primarily a "Photo Essay" courtesy of my trusty Pentax K-1000. Although considered a beginner's 35mm SLR, it was good quality and easy to use! From the mid-70s 'till the mid-80s, when it was replaced with a Nikon SLR. Yes! I used some of that "pin money" from my porn adventures to buy lots of nice toys! LOL.

Although this was not the first S.F. Pride parade, it was my first. I had only been in town since September of 1976. And, during the weeks leading up to this event, I became increasingly excited to see it. My partner Tommy as well as many of our friends went on and on about how festive it was going to be and all of the beautiful people that were going to attend. So, I immediately got out my Pentax and made sure it was in perfect working order.

Pride parade and all of its political beginnings.

The glee and beauty exposed at the parade!
 

Fashionable footwear on the floats.

Roger Magan (left) and Tommy (right) both high as a kite! Roger was instrumental in my move to SF. And, Tommy was there when I arrived!

A dear buddy and laser mouth cut up – DJ Tom Junnell from Oil Can Harry's disco.

Tommy's bestie Crysler wearing an original Stud t-shirt.

The very political theme of this year's parade equating Anita Bryant and Hitler.

The “Orange Lady” Anita Bryant was getting more pie in her face!

 

 

June in San Francisco is one of the most stellar months, weather-wise. The sky could not be any bluer nor the Sun any brighter. With the temps climbing into the mid-70s, it was shirts-off weather for sure. And, that is exactly what happened - with both men and women! Although it took a decade or two for S.F. to reach the Sodom and Gomorrah heights of the Folsom Street Fairs, this parade for its time was pretty "edgy!"

Tommy and I had a leg up on a lot of the parade revelers in that we lived a mere two blocks from Market Street - the parade route. We decided to walk a few blocks downtown where the crowds were really piling up. I climbed atop a (Walk/Don't Walk) traffic signal for my photo perch. I guess I was up about 8' – 10'... a perfect vista. Although I got a lot of choice photos, I did miss out on taking pics of Harvey Milk and Mayor Moscone who both attended. As this was the era of Gay Empowerment both fiscally and politically, it was great to have our heroes with us!

One star that did not escape my lens was Sylvester. At this time he was quite a rising musical talent. Originally, he performed in neighborhood venues. But, that soon morphed into national and international attention! As I mentioned in a former blog about The Castro, Syl and I became friends. He came into the bar where I spun records (The Badlands) to say hello and drop off new releases (that I was delighted to play - on the spot!).

 

Sylvester at the 1977 SF pride parade.

A long shot of Market St. (the parade route) and the many revelers!

The ever popular women's contiengent from Oakland, “Dykes on Bikes!”

Carmen Miranda – move over!

On this sea of floats talent abounded.

San Francisco's royalty of the day in all of their splendor.

Voicing our rights!

Again!

So many wonderful names and faces were in this crowd! Many became life-long friends. The experience was dazzling and it became an annual affair for me. It has been great to recreate this time capsule. I hope you enjoy! Will.

Thank you to Will Seagers for use of his photos.

 

Bio of Will Seagers:

Will Seagers (also credited as Matt Harper), within his multifaceted careers and participation in numerous gay communities across the country in the '70s and '80s and beyond, worked as a print model, film performer, and DJ, just to name a few. He made iconic appearances in releases from Falcon, Hand in Hand, Joe Gage, Target (Bullet), J. Brian, Steve Scott, and more, including in lead roles in major classics like Gage's L.A. Tool & Die (1979) and Scott's Wanted (1980). He brought strong screen presence and exceptional acting to his roles and was scene partners with many fellow legends of classic porn.

Will Seagers, recent photo

 

You can read Will Seagers' previous blogs for Bijou here:

Welcome Matt/Will | What's For Dessert? | On and Off the Set of L.A. Tool & Die | Wanted, Weekend Lockup and Weekends in Hermosa Beach | Honeymoon in the Palms | Birds of a Feather | The Stereo Maven of Castro Street | The Pass Around Boy | The Ecstasy and the Agony | Fitness and Fantasy | Chasing the Boys and Chasing the Sun | Becoming Invisible | The Reverse Story of Dorian Gray | Pin Money | One Organ Leads to Another! | The Wheels of Steel | Feast and Famine | An Alphabet Soup of Powders and Pills | Merry Christmas (and Getting Re-Organized) | Now and Then | DEEP INSIDE THE CASTRO: The Badlands | DEEP INSIDE THE CASTRO: Moby Dick Bar | DEEP INSIDE THE CASTRO: "Just Another Stroll Down the Castro!" | Diving Into SoMa/Folsom: Hamburger Mary's | Diving Into SoMa/Folsom: Long Live the Stud! | Diving Into SoMa/Folsom: Club Life..."Hit me with your Rhythm Stick!” | A "Split Ticket": SoMa/Folsom and The Haight! | Staying Vanilla in a Flavorful Culture | A Little Secret

By Will Seagers

Hi Folks! Will here. Please let me start out by explaining this rather tongue-in-cheek blog title. In no way is there any regret or negative inference intended. The simple truth of the matter is that now as I am approaching my 73rd year on this planet, I still make my (almost) daily pilgrimages to my beloved gym! Considering this has been going on since age 18, it is rather like a self-imposed life sentence! LOL. Propelled by vanity and my personal history, it's just something that I am not able nor want to bring to an end.

First of all, it brings me great joy and satisfaction to be in (decent) shape and to have good health at this stage of my life. I really believe that regular exercise is part of the reason. Just a few years ago, when I was still gainfully employed and slightly lacking in the free time needed for routine exercise, I experienced setbacks in mobility, strength, cognizance and other signs of aging. A lot of those signs have lightened up or vanished with my health regime of the past five years... or should I say my return to the dedication I had when I was younger and in the spotlight.

Aging, as a former porn star, is a very peculiar thing, indeed! The gifts of looks, body and all of the attention just seem to have vanished... or should I say morphed! And, since there is no handbook to guide one through this process, it's a day by day, one foot in front of the other kind of learning process. Attitude and reality are important concepts to keep in toe, as well. It's sort of funny when I catch myself admiring younger studs and not even getting a look back - like I'm invisible. That can weigh heavily if you live in the past!

So, in my 55 years of throwing the weights around, I have seen some major changes. It was my younger brother who alerted me to the ability of one to make a new and improved version of themselves with the use of these weights! He started in high school. The change was impressive. I followed suit as I entered my freshman year of college. I could not believe how much and how quickly I grew... So noticeable, as I was always a such a skinny kid growing up.

My first gym was my bedroom with a simple bench, barbell and plates. As my lifting routine and a new attention to nutrition set in, my persona out in the general public took a major turn to the positive. Formerly quiet and bashful, a new and more daring self-image was emerging. This was when the first bits and pieces of my newfound porn career were starting to take place.

But, back to how the gym world was starting to surface around the country and around the world. I guess I noticed it most in the early to mid 70s, when it seemed every neighborhood wasn't complete without one. Chains like the European Health Spas started to become part of every shopping mall. Prior to that, if you were visiting a city and needed exercise, it was off to the good old Y.M.C.A.! It was becoming very mainstream to be "fit." Of course, big cities around the country had always had their "weight lifting palaces," but now it was becoming a very profitable industry. So, gyms like Gold's became chains and sprang up around the country.

Gym change was in the air as privately owned gyms like the Pump Room and the Muscle system of San Francisco's golden past even made the bold move of catering to a gay clientele. The next move that swept the country was co-ed gyms. This started during the early 80s wave of the Women's Liberation movement and still is normal operating procedure today. The cursing, grunting and "caveman" behavior of the past was replaced with a new gym etiquette! (I miss the old ways! LOL.)

So, as fate would have it, it is now about 1:30PM. It's time for me to take my pre-workout drink, throw myself in the shower and get ready for my daily pilgrimage. Today is back and biceps day! Good Health to all in this self imposed life sentence!

Bio of Will Seagers:

Will Seagers (also credited as Matt Harper), within his multifaceted careers and participation in numerous gay communities across the country in the '70s and '80s and beyond, worked as a print model, film performer, and DJ, just to name a few. He made iconic appearances in releases from Falcon, Hand in Hand, Joe Gage, Target (Bullet), J. Brian, Steve Scott, and more, including in lead roles in major classics like Gage's L.A. Tool & Die (1979) and Scott's Wanted (1980). He brought strong screen presence and exceptional acting to his roles and was scene partners with many fellow legends of classic porn.

Will Seagers, recent photo

By Josh Eliot

As I grow older, I get more nostalgic about experiences from my past. It’s natural to feel this way when we see things that bring back great memories and helped form who we are. Sometimes it’s seeing a movie. When I was 15 years old, in 1977, I talked my parents into taking me to see Diane Keaton in Looking For Mr. Goodbar. A decision I’m sure my parents regretted once the subject of the movie became crystal clear. I’m sure they thought that since Tuesday Weld was also in the movie, it would be pretty tame. Not! The film started with a haunting song montage including “Don’t Ask to Stay Until Tomorrow” by Marlena Shaw and it really set the tone. The movie was a tough and gritty expose on the bar fly, one night stand dating scene in New York. I’m sure mostly anyone who is reading this blog has seen this movie at some point in their life and came away from it moved or shaken. For decades, I and hundreds of others, tried to access this movie on DVD. It was originally released on VHS and LaserDisc, but evidently by the time negotiations came around for a DVD release it was dead in the water. Various chat rooms over the last decades point to the legal issues and costly fees involving the music rights. It seems to have simply vanished. It went “out of print.”

When I saw this movie at 15, I was thrilled to see the male hustler character played perfectly by Richard Gere. The moment he danced around in his jockstrap while holding a glow in the dark knife both tantalized and terrified me. I think this might have been the first “male nudity” I ever saw in a film, unfortunately for my mother sitting right next to me. The movie’s soundtrack was filled with great tunes like “Don’t Leave Me This Way” by Thelma Houston, “Prelude To Love,” “Try Me, I Know We Can Make It” and “Could It Be Magic” by Donna Summer and “Love Hangover” by Diana Ross. The music worked so brilliantly with the raw, realistic story, making the whole experience feel 100% real. Diane Keaton, famously known to be shy about her body and always dressing in long sleeves and a buttoned collar, had several nude scenes in the movie. She won the Academy Award the very same year for Annie Hall and you can bet your ass this role in Goodbar helped seal that win. What a film, but yeah, unfortunately I could not watch it and relive all those great memories and feelings because it was simply out of print.

The feeling of never seeing a movie again that you loved watching or loved working on must have been how the cast and crew felt back in the early days of porn. Before VHS, DVD and Blu-ray, the movies would show in an adult cinema then pretty much disappear. Maybe they would come back again to play as a second feature for a new release. But with the explosion of VHS on the X-rated market, suddenly all the new adult productions had a life beyond the new release stage. They would be widely available for purchase and viewings forever. That was exactly what we assumed when we were making the gay and bi porn movies back in the 1980s. There are a lot of collectors who have vast libraries both VHS and DVD. I have those collector tendencies too. I just added a new “instant favorite” autographed photo of Will Seagers to my collection. He signed a black-and-white shot from LA Tool & Die. I gave it a place of honor on my office wall just under the signed photo of Bette Davis.

I like to post trailers, clips and teasers from my library of movies for Catalina Video on YouTube and Instagram. It’s like a virtual collection, and I like the idea of letting them have some sort of permanent place in history on those channels. It seems that a new generation of worldwide gay and straight viewers really responds positively and has an appreciation for nostalgic porn clips. I thought it might be cool to post a newly cut trailer of the first movie I ever made, called Runaways, back in 1989. I used to have the VHS, which showed a young, sad-eyed twink looking through a dusty, cracked nine pane window on the box cover. Then on the DVD cover, they swapped the twink for a much hotter shot of Jake Corbin. Somewhere along the way, I loaned out that DVD and never got it back so I started searching for it online. I found the movie available on several websites with a fabulous new cover but, much to my dismay, the DVD version said “out of print” - leaving only the digital version available for download or single scene viewing. I thought, this must be a one-off. Maybe the owners of the Catalina Library sold out and will re-release it down the line? I purchased the download, cut my trailer and posted it on my Instagram and YouTube. Then it happened again with another title I was looking for and I started wondering what was going on. Why aren’t these titles available? Suddenly, I received a mailing for a major sale on most if not all of the William Higgins classics like Pizza Boy, Hot Rods, The Young and the Hung, Preppy Summer to name a few, with the title of the sale saying: “Get Them Now Before They Are OUT OF PRINT Forever.” There were also Dirk Yates and Catalina Video sections as well.

A little piece of my heart broke at that moment. What we always thought would be around and available on some sort of tape or disc or “newly invented format” was not to be. It became very clear to me that there would be no future restoration of these movies, there would be no re-release of these movies, there would be no “tangible,” hold-it-in-your-hand version of these movies any longer. I would have been content leaving this earth thinking that some “physical form” - complete with original movie artwork of the Catalina Library featuring John Travis, Scott Masters, Chet Thomas, Chi Chi LaRue, myself and others - would always be available. But evidently that is not to be. I get the digital thing, but it doesn’t mean I have to embrace it. I already had huge respect for the way BijouWorld treasures their films, directors and customers. The restoration costs they absorb to make their library of films the best they can be for future generations to enjoy and collect in a physical and digital form speaks volumes about their integrity. Even though the Catalina library of movies we made will not get the same “white glove” polished treatment Bijou offers to its library, I am more than content to know that the movies I looked up to and shaped me as an adult video director are being preserved.

I feel the need to have a “Happy Ending.” Everyone loves a happy ending don’t they? On October 23, 2020, the DVD version of Looking For Mr. Goodbar was finally released through LA Entertainment, an Australia-based company. Something nobody saw coming, and which a lot of collectors are anxious to own.

Bio of Josh Eliot:

At the age of 25 in 1987, Josh Eliot was hired by Catalina Video by John Travis (Brentwood Video) and Scott Masters (Nova Video). Travis trained Eliot on his style of videography and mentored him on the art of directing. Josh directed his first movie, Runaways, in 1987. By 2009 when Josh parted ways with Catalina Video, he'd produced and directed hundreds of features and won numerous awards for Best Screenplay, Videography, Editing, and Directing. He was entered into the GayVN Hall of fame in 2002.